Sunday 3.24.2024

so i finished my paper for screenwriting i js got one other assignment for that class i hope i can go to micheals and ulta cuz i need more string to make kandi and i wanna dye my hair again cuz the yellow bleach color is not it.

finished a lot of schoolwork, hope i'll be happy soon

played a bit of class of 09. kinda happy now lol. fucking love nicole. bro this kid in my school keeps fucking positing sped up vids of him eating. like every single fucking day. like bro ur so fucking fat and ugly i deadass thought u were 30. y tf u doing this shit? normally i wouldn't body shame but like he's so obviously a pick me. idk wtf he's doing but he's the cringiest dude alive and has a fucking cult of girls. wtf dude? am i jealous? maybe. will i continue to anymously talk shit behind his back? yes. yk what at least i don't look like him cuz fuck no. this dude's trying to make his own fucking brand. it's like if jojo siwa was some random ass highschooler with clogged arteries. oh well ig i can't rlly talk. i got my own fucking website and i'm not doing too good in the looks department myself. i'm nowhere near as big as him but i could stand to lose like 20lbs. yea i would never take my own insecurities out on other ppl. nah that would b crazy. i would never do that. honestly i don't rlly like the girls in his cult. they're low key kinda annoying and one of them smells like shit. i was walking behind her and ppl eating popcorn and i was js like "wtf smells like shit flavored popcorn? my dog would love that." but yk what class of 09 is fucking awesome but bro is so gonna b the next nikocado avacado. like dude that's a literal fucking fetish. bros about to become deandre or deidre (one of those d names, the fat girl in feed) honestly it's js weird af. like maybe it's my background and upbringing but no. i would never post vids of myself eating. ppl don't need to know what i eat. wtv tf's wrong w this kid doesn't rlly matter. actually i love tea yes it fucking does. everything is my fucking business. but yk what, i js rlly need a fucking hug and for my dog to stop shitting on the basement floor.

omfg i js realized that micheal jackson doesn't actually haunt me i was js high and i didn't realize it. cuz now that ive been sober 4 a while he hasn't visited. damn im stupid. IVE BEEN SOBER 5 MONTHS